July 01, 2008

I live in denial. Denial of my weaknesses. Denial of how much more capable the others are. Denial of loneliness being my best friend. Denial of my dark side. Denial of the missing love. Denial of my immoralities. Denial of my jaded self.

Why do I play this game of hide and seek? Maybe, all of it all out in the open will result in an information overload, a system crash. Maybe, it is my defense mechanism against all the troubles out there. Maybe, denial is the key to survival.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

and trust me this denial phase is gonna make u more strong :)

Anonymous said...

but for how long? :)

humbl devil said...

be wary of denial..it always haunts you!!!
never be afraid of taking risks in life...living life in denial is a self imposed hell!!!
:)

Sach1 said...

I second you!
And I second ashu's thought too.
Over the past, I have evolved in a better way just 'coz of this denial period.
You will too. :)

Prakhar said...

m in similar phase...can easily co-relate wid the situation...my philosophy "Picture abhi baki hai mere dost"

Bubbly Vodka said...

Well I hope it does make me stronger. And I hope I do not have to carry on with this forever. But for now, I do not see any other way of life.

And thanks for dropping by Prakhar. Picture to kabhi khatam hoti hi nahi boss :)

mirage said...

I think its true,but don't deny ur love in life,ok?:)))))