I live in denial. Denial of my weaknesses. Denial of how much more capable the others are. Denial of loneliness being my best friend. Denial of my dark side. Denial of the missing love. Denial of my immoralities. Denial of my jaded self.

Why do I play this game of hide and seek? Maybe, all of it all out in the open will result in an information overload, a system crash. Maybe, it is my defense mechanism against all the troubles out there. Maybe, denial is the key to survival.