Cheers to the new year. A year which has started on mixed notes. Happy. Wrong. Exciting. Mundane. Hopeful. Real. Surprising. Scary. High. Rocking. And I do not know which one I should take as the note that will be for the coming 355 days.

It has been interesting so far. Something to continue to pay the bills. Bozo players and wishfully thought of decent players in the field. Half a year of trotting, albeit minuscule, planned. Potential for life altering. All in all, excitement. Probably not a daily dose, but monthly doses seem pretty much guarenteed. I could use a more happening life, you know.

I was on a jet last year. It flew me by faster than the blink of my eye. Some good. Some bad. I learnt that sooner or later, you have to come to terms with all that happens. I learnt that I could get all that I wanted as long as I wanted it bad enough. I learnt that morality is a notion that is incredibly difficult to act upon 24/7. I learnt that age is just a number. I learnt that we can have new beginnings. I learnt that the wounds heal but the scars never fade. I learnt that friends hold your hand and pull you through when you feel like you have lost your legs. I learnt that somethings can never be said. I learnt that intuition exists.

2009. I wait and hope and pray for you to be better. They don't say better by the year for nothing. So live up to it. My only resolve to you in return - I will return to being me.

PS - Sorries for the disappearing act. I wasn't sure if I wanted to continue the cribbing on this blog. Ten minutes ago, I figured, what the heck!